Dun judge me for who i am,wat i do or hw i look....Cauze U'll nv noe de REAL me dat way...

2007-02-03T18:25:00.000-08:00

EH YO WASSUPPP SWEET KAHOONIES!!

yea i noe i'v haven't been updatin myy blogg regularly...sry bout dat....

anywayz woke upp bout 8 tiz morning...was suppose 2 go sentosa wit zakk dan they all but it was cancelled in the end....
so nw im at hm feelin kinda slpy cauze went shoppin till very late yesterdae at j8
....bought 4 shirts frm 77th Street,Levi's jeans frm Seiyu & a pair of blck Jackass sneaks frm Converse [at least nw i've got sum clothings better den those pussy clothes i used 2 wear]

been listenin 2 tiz 2 bands called Chiodos & Escape The Fate
.....pretti gd bands wit awsome songs....gotta thnx Ridwan fer introducin me 2 those bands :)

gotta bounce nw....wanna study nw...haha XP

2006-11-29T07:00:00.000-08:00

WAD UPP PPL!!!

its juz another borin dae....rottin at hm..playin PS2 & com...
basically de normal stuffs...

den ate dinner at 9+ pm.....den went dwn 2 couz hse 2 pass him PS2 game & myy mem card [i juz completed de whole game so nw its his turn]
den played wit other couz fer a while b4 goin upp.....

when i gt upp....myy dad told me wat his gettin me fer christmas....A MP3 PLAYER DAT PLAYS MUSIC,VIDS & PHOTOS!!! [its nt a iPod sadly =( ]
ain't i a lucky devil...XP

so nw im still awake playin NFSU2 on PS2 & bloggin at de sametime....gonna slp soon...cauze gt match 2mrw against ACSI....hope we win tiz time though....

2006-11-26T05:07:00.000-08:00

'SUPP PEEPS

yea im at my couz hse but i did went hm at 4am tiz morning so no,im nt running away frm hm again....

ok woke upp lyk 12pm....ate lunch [fried rice wrapped in egg - one of my grandma's specialialities (izzat dat spelled correctly??) ]

den use com cauze my PS2 still at myy couz hse [myy couz is tryin 2 kill Hades usin Atlanta in Herc's Adventures nw =0 ]
den change & go couz's hse 2 watch rugby matches....

NZ won Wales 45 - 10
&
Aussie won Scotland 44 - 15

sum parts of de matches surprises me....

1) Aussie-Scotland match: de field fer de match is so muddy dat Scotland scored a try cauze Turquiri slipped & fell & couldnt tackle de Scottish Winger

2) NZ-Wales match: de field was damn muddy 2....McAlister hadd 2 use his left legg 2 kick [he's rite-footed btw] cauze he nd his strong legg 2 steady himself when kickin de ball

DAMN MUDDY FIELD

watched oreadi go upp 2 myy hse & eat dinner, changed den went dwn again 2 play PS until 9.30 den go pick upp grandma frm herr workin place & den went bck 2 help couz finish playin de games usin cheats [yes, i luv cheatin....if u aint cheatin, u're nt tryin =) ]

yea so nw goin upp liao...goin skool 2mrw 2 play soccer & rugby....

till den, CIAO! =)

2006-11-25T08:03:00.000-08:00

EH AH EH AH

yea ppl im bck again....hw long has it been?? a mth?? since i blogged.....

anywayz,2dae its saturdae so its time 2 relax dun ya tink.....

ok woke upp lyk 12 in de afternoon.....den washed upp & eat lunch....
nasi-lemak---mmmm yummy X)

den used com cauze PS2 at couz hse.....den Dan ask me accompany him go Vivo 2 meet JinyEe & verOn 2 get his b dae present
[its a picture of a COCK...a rooster 2 b exact,wishin him 2 get fatter & stayy 2gether wit YOU-NOE-WHU 4eva....]

met them at Bradell MRT actually....den go Vivo....JinyEe & verOn go Candy Empire 2 buyy candies [DUH].......den met Jan at arcade...played some games, especially de Air Hockey game....poor Dan...his left kana blue-blck cauze of me playin dat game....den 2dae his rite hand kana byy Jan......

playy oreadi go Adidas store den go C.E buyy candies again...den every1 wanted 2 go hm....Jin's father picked them upp but onli can pick upp 4 so i went byy MRT......

mum was at hm so she cooked dinner fer me....den watched a little tv den went dwn 2 couz hse 2 play myy PS2.....so nw im still at herr hse X)

goin bck soon....so until next time guyz! =)

2006-11-11T20:00:00.000-08:00

EH YO WASSUPP PEEPS!!!

yea im bck again....bck frm klass chalet actually [its actually 2 daes after de chalet ended]

o well.....juz gonna tell u wat happened durin de chalet & wat happened on fridae....

met Stacey,Kee Kee,Kah Yong, Shawn Pang & Yap,Jon,Bradley,Weimin,Stella they all at Bishan MRT there....came early so i went Sembawang Music. 2 buyy Yap's his b dae present...MCR's new album, THE BLACK PARADE =0

after dat we met every1 on de train [xcept 4 glen,who was still at hm & darryl who went on his own] den happily & noisily travel 2 pasir ris....den we take bus 2 DwnTwn East den go 2 de chalet whr Siew Hoon was oreadi there.....

after dat me,weimin,brad.,jon,W.Z & chong bing went 2 de arcade 2 kill sumtime...played Time Crisis 3 & 4...i also played Percussion Freaks...damn those drum skins man...so damn thick...hit so hard oreadi still cant hit those beats.....& those bloody sticks so damn heavy sial......

o well....after dat went bck 2 chalet...i changed den went beach....de beach damn disgustin sial...gt rubbish & seaweed all over...den me & pang played a little rugby....den went bck.....den came bck out wit Peanut & Hao Kiat 2 play soccer....H.K play soccer funny sial haha....

after dat went bck slack around lorh...den BBQ time....gt food den sat around & watch Goong on Chn U.....den Xinnie performed 'Its All About You' byy McFly...damn nice...she got talent sial....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Zut1agpwOw

a bit wierd larh...keep hearin Peanut's voice haha....& sry bout my head blockin Xinnie X)

den next was Peanut's performance....den ask me sing sial.....den sing lorh.....WARNING EARPLUGS RECCOMANDED 4 TIZ PERFORMANCE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0b3nxPcGgnk

seriouslly larh, i dun sound gd....juz puttin upp 4 fun X)

after dat my mum came wit SUSHI!!! wOOTS haha....

eat oreadi den go bath den slack around again....

every1 started slpin.....glen,darryl they all go out.....i few of us stayed upp play poker,watch tv etc.
next morning,woke upp a little wit kah yong....den walk around & send germ off [cauze she gt training]

went bck i played de guit. [Peanut teach me a little] den played H.K PSP...yepp played Burnout Revenge...pretti fun though...den go slp sum more till afternoon cauze i didnt get enough slp....

den wake upp & slack summore haha....watch a little TV....played a little soccer....tried 2 skate [but i still cant X)] den at nite ordered 8 pizzas [=0]

& guess wat??? WILLIE CAME!!! wOOTS
...he came rite after his camp sial...im so touched X) ......den convince him 2 take us on nitewalk....scary sial...de bloody pasir ris park so fcukin dark....after dat we 2-byy-2 walk bck through de dark forest.....den darryl they all scare tiffany & annie.....annie so frightened dat she ran all de way & started cryin.....SRY ANNIE =(

den ran bck 2 chalet [dunno fer wat]
den send willie,stacey,pang & peanut they all go bck
den stacey told me sumthing dat confirm wat i was tinkin bout durin de chalet.....damn i feel damn & stoopid afterwards......came bck chalet still de same.....damn i felt emo b4 but nt as emo as i was den......

argh....dun feel lyk goin on.....anywayz i went 2 slp after a while......den wake upp pretti early den clean upp den went hm lorh.....

anywayz,here's sum pix i took.....

H.K engrossed in his PSP

LOL....Kah Yong laughin away

eeyoRe!!! X)

Fishy writin sumthing

oh crap....heyy i was bored....

KEE KEE! X)

KEE KEE! X) & eeyoRe!

den on my way bck...mum called 2 tell me my granddad was sent 2 hospital de dae b4 cauze his tongue was swollen.....damn tok bout modd dampener........

2006-11-07T05:22:00.000-08:00

SEI! SEI!! SEI!!!
yaFUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!

yea im bck 2 blog again.....havent been touchin tiz blog fer lyk ages....

awritey lets get dwn 2 business....
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woke upp at 8.10 am....got changed quickly cauze i gt rugby trainin at 9am [WTF]
.....ate my breakfast [my parents didnt even notice i coloured my hair red =)]

anywayz,my dad drove me 2 skool....start trainin fer de M1 Tens matches on 14th & 15th Nov.

finish trainin at 11....self-trained a bit more,train kickin....

den go tp makan & play LAN [nthin 2 do at hm anywayz]
after dat go NTUC cauze Dan nd 2 buyy sumthing.....
on our way there we played tiz game called Stacker 2 try our luck on winnin a PSP.....dat game is so fcukin addictive sial....
every1 keep dumpin $1 coins in2 de machine 2 play it....
den we went hm & met again at Bishan Park [lyk i saed, there's nthin 2 do at hm] 2 cycle, skate, relak & things lyk dat.....
den went 2 de 7-11 opposite 2 makan again [we're boys & we get hungry easily X)]
den play rugby a little....i brought de rugby ball....
dumbass jan...kicked de ball & den hit de roof...stoooooopid sial...haha

after dat we juz went hm.....hakiim bastard sial...told me dat ppl disappear at de route dat i was takin 2 walk hm....i fcukin hate tiz kind of stories....scare de crap outta me......

reach hm....bath & den use com.....den eat dinner....den com again.....

damn borin,i noe....

oh well,2E1 CHALET IS 2MRW!!!! oh yea, so gonna let loose there X)

2006-10-29T04:55:00.001-08:00

SEI! SEI! SEI! HARDUGAY FUUUUU!!!!!!!!

eh ah eh ah tatakut tatakut!!

yepp...been a few daes after sec adventure camp.....so fun seh......miss de trainers sial...especially WILLIE & ELLIS, my hard gay bros.!!! okaYYYY!!! X)

i rmb hw i meet ellis..he was on our bus den every1 wants him 2 stayy on our bus den he goin dwn & i was lyk "dont leave us!!" & he was lyk " dat is sooo wrong".....LOL.......ok here's wat went dwn durin de camp.......

we reach de camp met our trainers den our break into 2 grps.....den ice breakin sessions wit flag makin......den lunchtime....oh hw lucky 2E1 is...WE GET 2 DE CLEANIN UPP OF DE CANTEEN.....so we eat first....den gt MAKAN CHEER seh.....

GOOD GOOD YUMMY YUMMY YES I WANT YES I WANT

TEACHERS EAT, TRAINERS EAT, EVERYBODY EAT EAT EAT!!!!

X)

den guess wat? WE GT 2 ROCK CLIMB!!! Serena make a bet wit me dat if i reach de top, she giv me lolly & I DID!! wOOTS

germaine,glen,pang,kee kee all gt 2 de top....yap & stacy they all almost made it.....charm & kenneth onli made it 2 half point...kenneth was sooooooooo afraid of heights dat he froze upp & started shiverin on de wall.....WAH KENNETH SO "MAN"....oh well, its de effort dat counts.....

kailrence joker sial....he can climb 1 but den he act cannot climb den juz jumb dwn =0

den we have campfire plannin....den THE TIGHT-ROPE COURSE =0

oh lala....

u have 2 climb upp trees & den walk frm point A to point B on a tight rope which is lyk 10 METRES frm ground level & there was another 1 which u have 2 climb 2 de top of de tree &amp; de jump off & grab a handle & den do chin ups on it :0 .......oh yar i totally admire Stacey larh....she was scared of heights but she still made it...but when she gt dwn she cried...its de effort dat count Stacey....2E1 respect u all de way!!! =)

den showerin time....den nv tuck in shirt kana caught....so have 2 wear pants until very high -_-lll.....den next was dinner time......de food nice seh.....

den gt debriefin....darryl & w.k kana punished den Willie disappointed sial.....den lights out but i aint slpin yet so i listen 2 mp3 & sms her....anyway its almost inpossible 2 slp wit all those planes frm changi airport flyin in & out.....it scared de hell outta Yap sial......

dats me in my dorm b4 slpin....mai mohawk aint messed upp till next dae haha

so next dae woke upp at 5.20....gt washed upp......den breakfast yoll.......

after breakfast guess wat?? WATER ACTIVITIES wooooooooo.......

1st is raft makin....my grp raft float seh....den KAYAKIN....den paired upp wit Charm. ....den out 2 sea we go.....i was paddlin until im gonna drop dead....im lyk doin 3/4 of de paddlin & Charm was doin onli 1/4.....oh well go bck shore dat time..me & Charm actually gt 1ST sial....aint dat kool.....

den go wash upp & next was lunchtime....after lunch time do GENERAL STATIONS......1st upp wwe have 2 lyk swing across & stayy at a small platform....but 1st we hadd 2 get de rope 1st....so hao kiat pulled out his shoelaces & tied it 2 1 of his shoe & i swing it & den gt de rope....

oh yar, did i mention hao kiat ZHAO SIA lyk for de whole camp??? haha..

so we swing oreadi.still have 2 do cheer...so we did & den we all go do tiz tink called "The Finger" [dun tink dirty ppl X)]

we hadd 2 pull out & put bck 2 heayweight tyres around de Finger.....Tiffany was another person i admire....she was holdin on 2 de heavy tyre nt givin upp....den she was cryin 2....i stoopid sial....let go of de tyre...so dumb of me....SRY TIFFANY X(....in de end we gt those 2 tyres out....den me & meiyu step on ur klassmates arms so we can put de tyres bck.....while puttin bck de 1st 1 i actually fell off & landed on moi bck.....damn dat hurt.....den put bck both tyres fell again.....SO DAO MEH SIAL.......

den we gt 2 do logg thingy whr de whole klass have 2 make sure no 1 falls off & stand accordin 2 de no of words in ur full name......

who fell off? : charm,ameme,hao kiat,max & ME LOL

i fell off first den hadd 2 do pole dance =0
i 4got wat others do but i rmb HAO KIAT NEEDED 2 PROPOSE 2 SIEW HOON!!! [DUDE U STILL OWE US DAT!!! DUN TINK WE FORGOT HORH!!]

den rain sial...cant do abseilin & FLYIN FOX......DAMN U WEATHER!!!!

so more campfire prep. ........gt washed upp & den dinner time......after dat is......CAMPFIRE!!! C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E-S-O-N-G SONG!!!!!

dat 1 fun sial....nassim & sim actually come sial....

den finale we all sing songs...so touchin...i actually cried =0 dun tell any1!!! shhh.......X)

den debriefin Willie tell us ghost stories sial....frighten de crap out of me....he saed there was tiz campsite at Jalan sumthing [cant rmb]....dat place was totally haunted.....at nite there will b one "guy" singin in Thai...no, he's nt headless neither is his head attached 2 his body.......there was tiz one durin 1 campfire there....den one camper suddenly stand upp & walk towards de fire....dat guy sae he cant feel his body sial........

den our camp site gt one time Willie & Ellis were slpin at de same dorm...den their bckdoor open....2 malay instructors saw & 1 went upp 2 close de door....but he saw 1 "gurl" standin near de door & told de other instructor dat he cant close de door....den he go try & den saed de same thing....den there was another time when a grp of students were drinkin milo wit Polar den Willie join in but when he was bout 2 sit dwn.....a strong wind blow in his direction....so strong de sand frm de beach went into their milos...Willie kana shock sial....den he want 2 sit dwn again..de strong wind came bck....den Willie go slp.......

after those stories i seriouslly cant slp...every few mins i would sit upp & look at both doors of my dorm cauze they're open....den sum1 close de bckdoor so i was starin at de front door [yea guyz, im afraid of tiz kind of things]

next dae woke upp at 5.20 den washed upp...& den breakfast.....& den area cleanin....eh ah eh ah......gt in2 fight wit glen but things settle quickly...... den it was time 2 leave...but b4 dat...2E1 GO TAUPOK WILLIE & ADMIN YEA!!!!! X) .....den go sei gdbye 2 ellis...yes ppl, sei as in SEI!SEI!SEI! HARDUGAYFUUUU!!!!!

den both of us do hard gay walk XP heez......den i giv him tightttttttttttttttt hugg b4 i go...& yes charm i gt his fwenster & MSN.....aint i such a gd fwen???

dats Ellis yo.....he gt de face of ZAC EFRON & HAIR OF PAUL TWOHILL [nt in tiz pic though]

.....den board bus go bck skool....so miss them sial....saw kee kee cried a little....tell me who wouldnt....

den gt bck results.....MY L1R5 32 sial....

oh well......den go prata hse eat lunch wit Pang they all.....

den wanna go TP play LAN fer a while so left 2gether wit Peanut.....den bloody rain again....nabeiiiiiii rain haha....so play fer lyk 2hrs den went hm......oh my hm sweet hm =)

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Oct 28 2006
Saturdae

woke upp pretti late 2dae.....bout 12 pm.....den sci tuition at 1pm....den lazy 2 go so stayy at hm play com & PS2......after dat met upp wit chestnut, patrick star & ji xiong at arcade....challenge each other PERCUSSION FREAKS.....guess who won??? ME!!! wOOTS wOOTS

den walk around den guess wat? i go CD-RAMA & bought MCR's new album, WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE!!!

dats de album yoll.....

oh yea...dat b so kool yoll....den went hm play PS2 & listen 2 de album....den watched Rugby League Tri-Nations till lyk 1.30 den watch Seed Of Chucky till 2.30 am den go slp.....wat a long dae fer me yoll.....

2006-10-29T04:55:00.000-08:00

SEI! SEI! SEI! HARDUGAY FUUUUU!!!!!!!!

eh ah eh ah tatakut tatakut!!

yepp...been a few daes after sec adventure camp.....so fun seh......miss de trainers sial...especially WILLIE & ELLIS, my hard gay bros.!!! okaYYYY!!! X)

i rmb hw i meet ellis..he was on our bus den every1 wants him 2 stayy on our bus den he goin dwn & i was lyk "dont leave us!!" & he was lyk " dat is sooo wrong".....LOL.......ok here's wat went dwn durin de camp.......

we reach de camp met our trainers den our break into 2 grps.....den ice breakin sessions wit flag makin......den lunchtime....oh hw lucky 2E1 is...WE GET 2 DE CLEANIN UPP OF DE CANTEEN.....so we eat first....den gt MAKAN CHEER seh.....

GOOD GOOD YUMMY YUMMY YES I WANT YES I WANT

TEACHERS EAT, TRAINERS EAT, EVERYBODY EAT EAT EAT!!!!

X)

den guess wat? WE GT 2 ROCK CLIMB!!! Serena make a bet wit me dat if i reach de top, she giv me lolly & I DID!! wOOTS

germaine,glen,pang,kee kee all gt 2 de top....yap & stacy they all almost made it.....charm & kenneth onli made it 2 half point...kenneth was sooooooooo afraid of heights dat he froze upp & started shiverin on de wall.....WAH KENNETH SO "MAN"....oh well, its de effort dat counts.....

kailrence joker sial....he can climb 1 but den he act cannot climb den juz jumb dwn =0

den we have campfire plannin....den THE TIGHT-ROPE COURSE =0

oh lala....

u have 2 climb upp trees & den walk frm point A to point B on a tight rope which is lyk 10 METRES frm ground level & there was another 1 which u have 2 climb 2 de top of de tree &amp;amp; de jump off & grab a handle & den do chin ups on it :0 .......oh yar i totally admire Stacey larh....she was scared of heights but she still made it...but when she gt dwn she cried...its de effort dat count Stacey....2E1 respect u all de way!!! =)

den showerin time....den nv tuck in shirt kana caught....so have 2 wear pants until very high -_-lll.....den next was dinner time......de food nice seh.....

den gt debriefin....darryl & w.k kana punished den Willie disappointed sial.....den lights out but i aint slpin yet so i listen 2 mp3 & sms her....anyway its almost inpossible 2 slp wit all those planes frm changi airport flyin in & out.....it scared de hell outta Yap sial......

dats me in my dorm b4 slpin....mai mohawk aint messed upp till next dae haha

2006-10-23T04:07:00.000-07:00

EH YO WASUPP PPL!!!

aite im bck 2 blog again........

2dae lazy 2 get moi ass of da bed so late 4 skool........den go on cultural excursion......visit church,temple,mosque etc. ........

den came bck gt streamin briefin' .....dammit larh dey.....see cheng's & lau's face i no mood listen sial.......den after dat still have 2 stay bck & do wat "personality" test.....fcukin waste moi time sial.......

anywayz after dat played soccer....moi team was on de losin end.....1 scored byy opposition & timo smacked de other 1 4 a own goal......oh well, cant blame him.....our defence under pressure.....

gt washed upp....den went TP play LAN cauze no 1 was at hm & i hadd no key....

play finish, go hm, den play com.........

oh shit, juz realise i havent eat dinner.......endin here...cya next time

2006-10-17T01:14:00.000-07:00

yop yop yop im bck.....

2dae ain't so well.......strain moi legss 2 much yesterdae playin soccer & rugby...so 2dae both leggs cramp lyk fcuk....cant walk properly so stayed at hm....dammit larh dey....cant believe i lost moi bloody wallet yesterdae.....i tink sum1 stole it but dunno who......

anywayz hakIm yesterdae damn dumb larh.....ppl after exam walkin hm den he go practise conversion with a fcukin hard ball & guess wat? he kicked, de ball went through de sticks & hit sum1 on de FACE.....HOW CLEVER OF U RUSSNIE......i tink dat guy gt a little concussion or sumthing but he's awrite i guess......de guyz fwen pick a fight wit 'kim...den Ben tried 2 help dat guy....den he so pissed off he scolded de guy dat quarrel wit 'kim......

well it went tiz way......

anywayz, 2dae woke upp, did de same routine....den watch a little telly & den use com......found tiz "kool" & "funny" website....u guyz gotta check it out http://www.myspace.com/emorangers

its power rangers + emo = emorangers....pretti freaky huh???

well, here's a little details of the show [yes,they have their on show on MTV UK]
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Luke - Chaos Mohawk Red Emo Ranger [hates de fcukin goverment & his own mum]

Stef - Bleeding Heart Pink Emo Ranger [Got dumped byy ex in front of de whole skool]

John - Chronic Stoner Green Emo Ranger [loves gettin wasted & gettin high]

Vicken - Weeping Tears Yellow Emo Ranger [writes poetry & crys 4 no fcukin reason]

Ross - Introspective Black Emo Ranger [spendin too much time tinkin bout his own mind]

Captain EmoHead - er de captain i guess.....

The Evil Emperoress - de bad guy [DUH]

this is de first episode...pretti funny though....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eu0SnPa4gBQ

they even have a album...feat. de theme song of de show...

http://dl020.filefactory.com/dl/f/66f05e/b/3/h/7088fe1488ed72cc/

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P.S i was bored guyz...dats y im doin tiz kind of stuffs......
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anywayz moi mum came bck.....suppose 2 go c doc but 4got....she start freakin out & shoutin at me [i cant tolerate ppl forcin me 2 do stuffs i dun want 2....I FCUKIN HATE IT]....den quarrel wit herr....nw nt tokin 2 each other......

gonna go c doc soon.......till next time ppl.......

2006-09-29T05:52:00.000-07:00

SEI SEI SEI yaFUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EH YO PPL!!!!
2dae's wasnt 2 badd.....ain't so EMO 2dae.....[4 once im relived im nt emo]

okey dokey, it was de MT paper.....it wasnt so badd.....
...quite easy ya noe....

i even gt time 2 draw cartoons!!! X)

check it out....IT'S SPONGEBOB & JAKE LONG!! haha.....

anywayz, after dat, i went TP wit Fishy & Ameme.....

played tiz game called "Stackers"....2 try our luck on winning prizes....

as u all know [or nt], i actually won a NOKIA 7360 fone playin dat game yesterdae!!!
so i went 2 collect it after dat.....

ain't it nice??? X)

haha....

so i went bck hm....bath...den dinner.......

...den start bloggin.....WHILE EATIN A NICE BANANA SPLIT =)

cya 2 de SWEET KAHOONIE WHO TOOK TIME 2 VISIT MOI BLOG & READ IT .......X)

2006-09-27T03:42:00.000-07:00

Sianz......early in de morning 1-2 am parents quarrel so FUCKIN' loud.....

i slp so FREAKIN' peaceful sial....den wake upp late cazue of them larh......

went 2 skool.....dun feel lyk studyin lorh.....keep tinkin bout dat STOOPID, FUCKED UPP thing......
dunno hw 2 vent out EMOS........cant play rugby or soccer, play LAN also sianz........

wats de next best thing???

u guessed it.....its CUTTING....
yepp, cuttin moiself again....
gt new record....30 CUTS on moi left arm.......

aint dat kool.....

call me crazy, but i tink its kinda fun....

& guess wat? i cut till moi penknife BROKE IN HALF....& i havent even bleed yet!

WTF........

den went TP wit jeff.....i was lyk, " wat de heck....." den played LAN wit Jeff.....

den 6+ reach hm & nw im sittin here lyk a FUCKIN MOFO....sharin my FUCKED UP,TORMENTED, PAINFUL life wit everyone.....

2006-09-20T05:41:00.000-07:00

Life's meaningless, dun u tink??

u enter tiz FUCKED UP world......live till 80 or 90 yrs.....

if u're lucky, u get into an accident & u leave tiz FUCKED UP world when u're 16 or sumthing...

its better off tiz way, ain't it??

u get MISTREATED, CHEATED, DEPRIVED, MISUNDERSTOOD, DECEIVED, CHEATED & BETRAYED

& de worst part is? U DUNNO WAT U DID 2 DESERVE TIZ KIND OF TREATMENTS

juz when u thought u had forgotten ur problems & de worst is behind u.........

ALL UR PROBLEMS COMES BACK 2 U WITHOUT A SOUND...

which would b better???

1) keep on livin' & suffer in tiz CRAPPY & FUCKED UP life

OR

2) CUT UR WRISTS, HANG URSELF REAL HIGH, SPLATTER UR BRAIN AFTER JUMPIN' OFF A BUILDING, SKIN URSELF ALIVE WIT A SHAVER, STAB URSELF CONTINUEOUSLY & END TIZ FREAKIN' CRAPPY, FUCKED UP LIFE???
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*if i were u, I WOULD CHOOSE (2)
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my most favourite ACCIDENT is........Y.O.U

2006-09-16T09:16:00.000-07:00

EH YO WASUPP EVERYONE!!!

been a long time since i updated moi dorKy emo blog haha......

lets c wat i did 2dae.......

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woke pretti late tiz morning.....bout 11.55 am
.....& i have tuition at 1pm! OMFG!!!

got washed upp & dressed quickly.....
den dad drove me 2 tuition centre.....

hadd sci till 2.30....
den met upp wit chester,qi xiang & patrick....

went 2 play LAN till 3.45......
ate lunch ltr....

hadd 30 mins till eng klass....
so we went 2 play arcade....

they played Daytona....I PLAYED THE NEW VER. OF PERCUSSION FREAKS!!!
...it was damn fun man......

den bout de eng klass.....miss mitra didnt cum....

so we hadd tiz old teacher takin over.....
a bit strict larh...but still ok.....

after klass....went 2 aunt's hse....

o man....I MISS JAQ.! [she's moi aunt's dog btw]
....she's damn cute larh.....

check out tiz pics.......

aint she cute??? haha.......

haiz...but den moi parents quarrel again....sianz larh......
cant even have sum peace on a saturdae nite.....

den drive moi grandma hm.....
den we went hm.....
...had dinner....
watch a little tv......

den im sitting here, bloggin away....

yepp, dats moi dae......

2006-09-04T07:35:00.000-07:00

okey dokey here's part 2 of moi previous post.....
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hmmmm whr did i stop........

oh yar.....i stopped here........

KHAI5 [wit dan monkey behind XP]

de jungle trail......2 badd we didnt go there.......

wanna swim in there? i dun tink so......

KOOL!! THEY GT SAKAE SUSHI ON SILOSO BEACH

billabong surfboard [its 4 display onli dudes........aint gonna fcukin surf de waves wit it]

BIKINI BAR [dun gt de wrong idea dudes......juz find it funny...]

looks lyk Dan hadd been deprived of his childhood freedom.......he's lyk he nv play wit water b4.....

nice sunset huh......aint it romantic.......

sunset again.....

sunset taken on de beach......

again.........

dan wearin sunglasses [MAJAPAHAM XP]

char & germ slackin while waitin 4 bus........

laura lim on de left, verOn enah HAM [ =) ] on de rite & jing yee's SLURPEE in de center

verOn sittin on de platform on de bus [SHE'S NT FAT LARH, JING YEE]

moi slippers on de left, jan's sneakers in de center & jing yee's slipper on de left

we went our seperate ways & sum of us went 2 eat dinner........

guess wat me & moi fwens hadd???........

ICE CREAM!!!!!!!!! LOLS

den on moi way bck i saw tiz wallpaper which totally saes wat Peirce Rugby team does.......

=)

peace out........

2006-09-03T08:27:00.000-07:00

awritey im writin 4 lyk 2 daes post.......pretti long i guess.......

31st Aug 2006
thursdae
TEACHER'S DAE CELEBRATION
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2dae skool half dae......so dat pretti much cheer dull me upp.....

hadd concert in de hall.......

1st upp was sum turntablism byy DJ Bobby 2 welcum de 'chers 2 de hall........

den came sum rappin byy zak & zul accompanied byy sum beatboxin frm daniel & mark......

den sum dance performances byy mordern dance club.....

den there's de HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL performance byy de 2e3 klass......

& there's de singing performances.....

highlights of it? DE BANDS PERFORMANCE

mark,ridwan,hezwan & their 2 fwens performed "Far Away" byy Nickelback

even though mark's voice broke halfway & he 4gotten sum of his lyrics...its still awrite....
....its de thought dat count rite?

den the graduated students performed "That Thing You Do" byy THE WONDERS

dats hw it ended.............

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den i went bck 2 FTPPS 2 meet ex-klassmates & moi ex-'chers...........

sum pix i took......

me & feng zai.......

shirley's jersey.....

feng zai's jersey.....

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1st Aug 2006
fridae
TEACHER'S DAE [&START OF SEP. HOLIDAES]

woke upp lyk 6.30 am.......

left hm at 7.55......

met meiyu at bishan mrt.....

we took de wrong train den went de other dircetion........

den went 2 harbourfront den met every1 there......

check out sum of de pics i took........

4 min 4 train 2 arrive......

me & meiyu's sandals.......

we're goin 2 harbourfront!!!

2 mins more.......

train finally cum.....

we stood at de handicapped area [we're handicapped?!?!?! OMFG]

reached harbourfront.....amelia,marcus they all there oreadi......

ain't she cute????

did sumthing went in2 jing yee's eye or she c hunks until eye red??? hmmm.......XP

meiyu & verOn's baggs.......look de same huh???.....

on de shuttle bus 2 sentosa....pretti packed huh?

finally we're moving.......

bon appetit xP

playin beach soccer........

playin poker.....

guess i'll stop here....continue 2mrw......

2006-08-30T06:02:00.000-07:00

damn.....so long nv blog liao.....

......gt few reasons 4 dat....2 r im nt always free & gt loads of personal issues 2 settle.......

.....gettin more & more emo as each wk, each day, each hour, each min & each sec pass..........

haiz gonna make tiz post short & bitter...........

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"And all I had was the memory of what was....
so lets pretend it never mattered to us......
Let's go down now Into the darkness of your thoughts.....
I fall to pieces now.....
A broken mirror.....
In your life.......
Breathing in the same sequence.......
While trying to make sense of your situation........
What we got ourselves in, two more weeks of one way conversation..........
She says she's losing interest........
I swear that we are best friends till the end.........
I wish I could but I know I can't take it back, it's serious...............
Just like heart-attacks.........
My personality, avoid the scenery, I hate playing games with the industry.........
That fuels these dreams, and turns them down..........
When my heart breaks it makes a sound......
But these words lead to dead ends........
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all........
but are you and I realli gone???
I can't make it on my own......
I'll take this ink from my arms and write your name in the sky.......
Please don't use my letters to start your fires this time.......
U say u're right here, u seem so distant.......
Saying goodbye this time the same old story.......
Seeing you cry it makes feel like saying sorry......
If u hate me, juz sae it....
I won't let you down.....
I won't hold your back....
I won't make a sound.....
Got a single silver bullet.....
Shot right through my heart.......
To prove that i cant survive.....
Without YOU....."

-I hope this message finds you well cauze I never thought I'd live to tell...........

2006-08-11T07:45:00.000-07:00

Friday,
11th August 2006

okay-dokay......hmmm nthing much 2 sae bout 2dae......argh heck it larh....

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2dae start off lyk so-so larh......1st period [its Geog. btw] kana scolded byy Mr Koh......but den 4 short while so nvm.....den Geog starts......damn wat larh...kana whack in de head byy Mr Koh 3 straight times!!!! damn shuei larh.......

den after dat recess.....same old routine.....1) put down bagg 2) walk 2 stall 3) order & pay for food 4) go bck seat & sit down 2 eat recess.....as easy as ABC =)

den H.E. ......Mrs Ng nv cum...so Miss Lau take over & dat JONHATHAN ONG also.......instead of listening bout de chapter, i was lyk countin hw many freakin times Mr Ong & Miss Lau sae de words "OK","AWRITE",etc.

its lyk one lesson bout 20+ times......& mr ong lyk saes it all de time durin morning assemblys.....

lets do sum maths shall we?? 20+ per time....x 5 skool daes....=100+ TIMES PER WK!!!!

anywayz,finsh H.E. ......moi klass line upp outside......den moi klassmates help me hold moi rugby ball....den dat darn miss lau accuse us of playin wit de ball den demand 4 de ball [but we didnt play wit de rugby ball larh u MOFO]

in de end we didnt giv de ball den she make us stay bck after skool finish..........

den we go 4 Eng with Miss Hong teaching us.....den i realise I DIDNT DO MOI JOURNAL!!!!
DAMMIT LARH DEY!!!!!!!

den have 2 go get exercise bk & giv it 2 herr byy next wk.....sianzationzzz...

den we all go hall 2 stay bck.....den dat MOFO miss lau lyk giv assembly can giv until next yr........

we wait....

& we wait.....

& we wait summore

....until we tak boleh tahan & juz left.......whu cares if she scolds??? she ask us 2 stay bck den she lyk dun care lyk dat...........

anywayz,after skool, me, Pang & Lenny go field play soccer.....

wah bloody freakin hell....Pang go & ram de ball at moi ankle until lyk it was so freagin pain....

den i rest 4 a while until ok......den i started playin rugby.......

play & play until lyk 5+.......me & Dan go bath......den go attend de stoopid talk byy mr sim & MR NASSIM (= .......
den after tok, i go down get drink & tidbits....
den me & Dan go PRATE HSE 2 eat.......

wanna noe y? cauze GERMAINE was there (=
den we go there,meet herr,eat prata....den go hm lorh.......

byy de time we reach hm it was 8.30 pm....& moi mum was worse den de auntie whu sells pork at de near-byy wet market (=

den hadd a nice cold relakin shower......den ate moi dinner [AGAIN] ......den go play com lorh.....

hmmm 2mrw dunno whether want 2 go charmaine's partiiee or nt....hmmmmm.......

2006-08-08T08:36:00.000-07:00

Tuesday,
8th Aug 2006

damn, J ignored me 2dae again......i simply cant understand y she's doin tiz...it started lyk since last wk.....i juz dun get it....

nvm, more on tiz ltr.......

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2dae celebrate ND Eve in skool....hadd 2 wear red shirts....didnt hadd much red shirts so i borrowed Dan's sepak takraw shirt frm him......

onli hadd lyk 2 lessons den recess liao.....

after recess nd 2 go com lab do tiz stoopid survey byy MOE.....
den hadd 2 miss 3/4 of ND concert....

after skool, played soccer wit fwenz while admiring Pang's new Adidas TuneIt boots..
...den went upp 2 hall 2 play badminton & also sneak a peek at 2e3 & 2e4 teacher's dae performance xP...

den ltr go J8 wit Germ,Char & Dan.....we met PAPA ZAK there haha.....
...went 2 buyy movie tix 2 watch CLICK...yepp...."I'm 'bout to rock you world" haha....

den saw them wit J there......i seriouslly cant understand y she's actin tiz way towards me......izzit cauze of HERR or izzit cauze of sum other reasons???

i realli nd 2 noe.....
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anywayz, after de show....i rush hm 2 prepare 4 tuition wit a new teacher......
den ate dinner.....den started usin com.....

den chat wit HERR xP......

& dats moi dae...........

2006-08-07T07:15:00.000-07:00

Mondae
7th August 2006

well, 2dae's juz another boring dae in sch....after a boring IPW session wit MR SOON....i stayed bck wit fwenz 2 watch 2 rugby matches held in de skool.....

one is between Greenridge & Unity....

de other 1 is between ACS Barker & Pioneer....

Unity & ACS Barker won.....

damn.....wish Peirce could b in de semi finals.....but heyy, everything happens 4 a reason....
...so i cant complain much...

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so anywayz, after de matches....we played touch rugby & learn sum tatics & set plays frm MR WONG.....

oh yea...sumthing funny happened during de matches.....tinkin of it makes me laugh till moi stomache hurts......
jun yang & gang were playin soccer on a small area of de field.....& dat dumb jun yang ram de soccer ball rite past de soccer posts & guess wat?

IT HITS DE BALLS OF DE ACS BARKER COACH

i was tinkin 2 moiself "damnn, dats sum accurate aimin".....it took a few mins [15 mins i guess....] 4 de coach 2 pull himself 2gether.....

dat was realli sum funny shit....haha....
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after we bath, me,dan,'kim,germ & char went 2 J8 2 eat dinner & also 4 char 2 buyy red shirt 4 2mrw ND celebrations.....

after dat we went our seperate ways.....

dan,'kim & char 2 took de bus;me & germ took de MRT

i reach hm...bath again.....den stick moi ass on de chair & started usin de com.....

...ate moi dinner at de same time....den chat wit HERR [eh hem...xP]

after dat i went 2 slp lorh.....see hw sianz moi dae can be...

2006-07-23T05:40:00.000-07:00

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